Tell me a story, a fable, a lie. Tell me all the things I thought I wanted to hear. There's nothing that feels so real anymore, the illusion is gone, shattered beyond recognition. Anger, pain and hurt are now my only companions. They lure me closer towards the edge, reason shrinking into the distance. Boundaries broken, but between what I am unsure. Nothing remains, all is lost.
Is this the truth?
Even of this I am unsure, I doubt my very self and who I used to be. Who is this person who has my face? I see them in the mirror, moving as I move but there is no comfort in the face I see.
Ladies and gentlemen we are experiencing turbulence. Normal service will soon resume. Hold onto your hats folks, it's going to be a bumpy one.
I want to scream but there is no sound. I want to run but cannot move. I am trapped here with my internal turmoil, half scared it will rend me in two. What an escape, to split the burden of my soul, to live with but half the anguish.
Fool. There is no comfort there, The only way is up. Forward motion, build momentum for the climb. Is that the slightest hint of clear air? Leave these feelings far behind. Create a brand new future but do not forget the past. Do not let it rule you but do not forget. Without the past, the sum of your whole would be incomplete. This all seems hard, too hard sometimes, but if you had not gone through all you have been through, had not fallen so many times, would you now be standing?
Would I be here?
Take comfort in the pain, the sign you are alive. The hard times seem too much, but you forget the good. Nothing lasts forever, save love, and only love. It is all that counts, the force above all else. Gravity could fail, the stars to fall and the earth to rise, yet have love in your heart and hope.
For all is love.
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